I dont even know what day it is...

It has been a really really long time since I posted anything here. I am regretful of that. However this last week and a half… really 2 weeks have been a lot of stress. Ive had 4 10-15 page papers to do, plus Christmas shopping, which still isnt done, and dealing with company over the house… and to top it all off its freaking snowing!

I regret that I wasnt able to keep my word to Leslie that I’d see her before she moved. It doesnt seem like Ill be able to if this weather keeps at it, since shes going away on Monday. :{

Im sorry Leslie. Ill miss you, even though I only knew you for a very short time. I realized while I was about to pass out in bed on Thursday night that it was in fact Thursday and I had missed the night that the girls had had planned. Since I didnt have classes on Tuesday, Wednesday, or Thursday, I had already forgotten what day it was. And today it began to snow as I was going to get gas in Jersey (cause its like 50 cents cheaper per gallon there)!

Speaking of snow, my father is mad, yet again, that we didnt go out and shovel the snow while it was still snowing. Maybe its just me but I prefer to wait for it to stop first, but he likes to make sure that hes always doing something and always gets mad at me and my brother when we dont. Not to mention that if we do he will find something to fault. Last year when I went outside, while sick, to shovel while they were out, and he came back, he actually got mad at me for not shoveling the street! Hello? We have plow service, this is New York! So he was mad at me for 3 days, and I was mad at him for being mad at me for 4 days. And thats how these things always seem to go. He’ll find something to complain about soon enough, but god forbid I complain about something he does, then suddenly everyone is picking on him.

Like this article. Rant, really. And I guess this is the second journal entry where I am complaining about something he did, but really I complain because he blows everything out of proportion and holds the grudges for way too long.

And now Im ending it. No more about that here. Ive still got holiday shopping to do tomorrow and Sunday… maybe Monday and Tuesday as well. ugh! stress!

Merry Christmas! Happy Hanukkah, Kwanzaa if you are of the persuasion…